I was the captain on Northwest Airlines Flight 35, a DC-10 inbound to Dulles International Airport, on September 11, 2001. Our departure from Amsterdam that morning was normal—I’d flown this flight a number of times before. At position 30 West about halfway into the flight, we heard other airplanes talking on the common air traffic frequency (123.45) about an aircraft that had hit the World Trade Center. Though tragic, we figured that it was a navigational accident or something similar. A few minutes later, we began to hear reports from SATCOM-equipped aircraft that an airliner had hit the other tower, and that one crashed at the Pentagon as well. We were unable to contact our company to verify the details. All we had was HF phone patch capability, but we couldn’t get a phone patch as all of the HF frequencies were jammed. I called our purser up front to discuss the possibility that we might be the target of a hijacking, as our destination was Washington. We were able to pretty much rule that out for a number of reasons, and so we began to come up with a plan as we had heard that all U.S. airspace was closed.

When we switched over to Gander Control, they told us that all U.S. airspace was indeed closed, and that we were to land at Stephenville, Newfoundland. This seemed like a bad idea to me, as there would be little or no passenger support there (Stephenville was not a Northwest Airlines station). We were able to obtain clearance to Montreal Dorval instead, and while we were en route, ATC told us that Dorval had filled up. We evaluated fuel and the availability of other NWA stations in Canada, then got clearance to go to Toronto. As before, we were diverted en route to Toronto as it had filled up with U.S.-bound airliners. At that point, we set course for Winnipeg, and halfway there, it filled too. All the while, we were attempting to contact our company dispatchers. With all that was going on, however, we never once talked to dispatch the entire day as they were too busy working other flights.

With fuel running low at this point, we received clearance to land at Montreal Mirabel airport. Upon landing, we were directed to a remote pad with several other U.S. airliners. We were now caught in a three-way jurisdictional dispute between the RCMP, the local Montreal police, and the Mirabel airport police, and no one knew what to do with us. I was able to establish cell phone contact with our DC-10 fleet captain director and our fleet training captain, both of whom went to our command center in Minneapolis as soon as the attacks began. They were extremely helpful in dealing with our needs—specifically acquiring authorization for the passengers to disembark into the terminal. As the captain, I was the only person allowed off the aircraft to speak with the police.

The four hours after landing were spent having the aircraft searched, negotiating with the RCMP to retrieve medications in the cargo hold, and trying to get everyone to the terminal. Suffice it to say that an abundance of tact and understanding when dealing with the authorities went a very long way. We were finally bused to the terminal, and at that point we had to do whatever we could to keep the passengers together and updated on the plan. About two hours after arriving at the terminal, Northwest station personnel from Dorval showed up to process the people and arrange for hotel rooms.

Once the passengers were taken care of, our crew went to a distant hotel, and it was at that point that I was finally able to see the replays of the events of the day. I remember standing in front of my TV, room key still in hand, watching the attacks—feeling unspeakable anger followed by an insatiable desire for vengeance as I said “You m-----------s are going to pay for this” to my TV.

The next day—a Wednesday, I believe—we met the passengers back at Mirabel. The Company felt that U.S. airspace was about to reopen, and we were to fly them to Washington. That clearance never came, of course, and at the end of the day we were all back at the hotel again. The next morning, Northwest put all the passengers on buses to Washington, D.C., and we ferried the empty aircraft to Detroit. The ride back into the U.S. was an eerie one—no chatter on the radio, no contrails, nothing. ATC told us we were one of the very first aircraft allowed back into U.S. airspace. Upon parking at the International Terminal in Detroit, I called our fleet captain director to report “one Douglas DC-10 returned to Northwest Airlines.” We then deadheaded home.

What did I learn from 9/11? First, aircrew must be eternally vigilant and never compromise security procedures. Second, regard every skyjacking as a suicide mission and never ever let them into the cockpit. This means having a good defensive maneuver in mind should it come to that, and to use the passengers to subdue a would-be hijacker. And third, always wear the full uniform, including your hat. You may be the only representative of your company for quite a while. Be readily identifiable, and the passengers will respond far better knowing that someone is in command.

Finally, my heart goes out to the aircrew and passenger families, and all families who lost loved ones that day. May God bless you, lighten your burden, and bring you some semblance of peace and closure.

Captain Bob Kruse, Delta